if I die young;

Have been planning on writing this for a real long time, and finally got down to it. There aren’t many people I hold close to heart in my life, but one of them is definitely my best friend S. We don’t meet on a regular basis; in fact we hardly ever meet. But when we do it really feels like I can tell him every thing without judgement, and I know no matter what, he’d be there for me when I’m down. So S, if you’re reading this, all I want to say is thanks. Thanks for always being there, thanks for being there when I was going through a helluva breakup, thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to lie on. Thanks for being my listening ear, and thanks for the pal I never thought I’d have. I know I haven’t been putting much effort in our friendship, and I admit that I do take you for granted. And that’s because I just know that no matter what happens, you’ll be there for me. I know I don’t show it much, but I really treasure you. I mean, which other friend would treat me to Starbucks so readily, and which other friend would willingly sit with me under a shelter @ Botanic just to hear about me and my crap. I do really hope that we’ll still be best friends for a long time to come, and I hope in JC we’ll still study together, laugh together and have more htht together. I hope that we’ll remain as close as we are, cos life is just better with you in it. And S, I’m really hoping your knee will be fine, and if you need anyone to talk to, I’ll be here with listening ears :) I was just thinking about how we met in swimming lesson in p3, and how I always tried competing with you and making sure I was faster than you HAHAHA. I know I haven’t said much of these stuff before, but I’m glad I’ve said it. I don’t want to regret not saying these stuff one day, because after all we’ve been through, you mean a hell lot to me. 

Hey S, rest well, take care :) I’ll be here if you need me, and I’ll be leaving a day in June for us to hang out again.

Love, C

Remember when you were in elementary school and the night before, you’d stay up all night writing names on little cards and taping little pieces of candy onto them? Giving the biggest card to that one girl or boy you had a crush on? And to walk around the classroom passing stuff out. Having parties that lasted the whole day, just eating junk food, watching movies, and trading candy. I miss being a little kid..

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